Tuesday, December 30, 2008

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DOSMILNUEVE

We
doors runs out this year, good things or bad things of which we have learned are left behind. Leaving everything behind, let live and live, for that matter .

This 2008 has been difficult, the university, my family and Mr. Dancer. Do not write a long post because I have no orders or wishes for 2009.


"ALL ARE EQUAL Dumb and M. FEIGNED STARTING AND ENDING FOR YOU, WHAT HAPPENED BETWEEN YOU AND I WENT AND SPINA You got to see that dude FELT TO HOLD ON TO F. AND LE TELL ALL YOUR FRIENDS ARE IN ANY DISCO WHEN AH LOOK TO PICK ME I KNOW HOW THAT dude Chibolo HOW ARE YOU "


Thanks Mr. Dancer (: thanks for letting me realize that it's not worth fighting for someone who has the concept of swearing I'd omitted to have told me that an hour ago, or perhaps would have thought things through before speaking. Thanks for these words was all I needed to close this year and leave everything behind. Thanks for you're right, what happened between you and me, PASSED .


gentee
Well I just hope this new year have fun a lot, leave behind the problems. I can only say that for this new year will not ask to get along better with my old, do not ask me to do well in college, do not forget to ask Mr. Dancer far appears the love of my life, for 2009 only want to be happy .


Happy New Year!

Monday, December 29, 2008

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What happens when you realize that that person apart from being very different from you does not go to the same dream that you're going? What happens when you know that it is impossible that things could work? What happens when you realize that there are other priorities in your life? What happens when the time of forgetting seems to come? A nail out another nail?
When it's time to mature?
Today I had a productive day zero (:, I was in my pajamas all day doing nothing (that is the problem of the holidays). I was watching some college papers and checking the intranet and I realized that I have lowered my average compared the previous cycle and then said 'WHY RAYS LOWER THE AVERAGE? WHERE WAS THE MEDIA SCHOLARSHIP? BY THE HOLY FUCK! ' and there really are things I can not let it affect my studies.
Since I entered I decided to right a lot of things (I think like many cachimbos excited to start 'a new phase' ) And do not want to thwart those dreams for something that really makes no sense.
I'm sure I have to leave behind Mr. Dancer bah! I'd really like to keep it as a good friend and save the good times we once without realizing it.
The scars will stay and I'm sure it will hurt but it's part of life no?
errors always have to learn but if this ERROR there is nothing to learn What's left? Best forgotten.
Forget it, I'll try, with suspicion and fear but I try. If I'm in my room and turns off the light is not just life, I'm not the only one who can pull the switch and if the bulb burned AS PINEAPPLE! Changes of focus, nothing else (:

My mom always told me that happiness was only me, then I can get my focus shine in all its splendor and chunk the rest! Do not mean to sound self but rather so, when I do a show or a musical is the most incredible feeling in the world, standing above the tables and see one shining there for you and your talent. Now I want to shine on my own no matter what You think Mr. Dancer. I want that.
I think the time to say goodbye was coming at some point and the truth I have absolutely nothing to reproach you, I will have no recollection sad that the things we were bacaaanes in some form or another. I can only say have no doubt in me because I never really understood that I wanted, if you enjoyed the little moments and details as I do.

What comes after that is unknown to me, perhaps you derrepente not because I'm not the first person this happened, maybe you already know what to do, how to act and forget which way (if there is anything you want to forget.) You know you will find a friend in my always (: and although it hurts now I have more time to enjoy myself.

PS: The only thing you need to get a nail is time and desire to forget.

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Hoy estuve hablando con uno de mis mejores amigos a las 4 a.m. por msn y le contaba ( como él está acostumbrado ) los conflictos con Mr. Dancer, escribí un montón para que él solo me pusiera ; 'Andreew para ti que es el amor?' .

Sinceramente no supe que responderle en ese momento así que le dije la verdad pues que no sabia que responderle, luego de que termináramos de hablar me heché en mi cama a pensar en qué significaba el amor y creo que es algo que no se puede definir.


Pero si sé que en mi historia el amor es un gran salto a lo desconocido, que siempre de alguna u otra manera nos llena de insecurity and fear, and there is no lametablemente manual entitled "How to Deal without conflict." I also believe that words distort and become lies, that if you lie I do best, no one can really talk about what he feels and has inside, everything turns into confusion and fear ends up murdering the purest feelings.

Love is like a dance of those wearing masks in which all are disguised so that the feelings are not skin-deep and not discover that people can be weak and need that love. And in this dance that I live in the invitation seems to have said that the heart was left in the reception along with bags and coats.


appears that this story no one wants to be happy.

Sunday, December 28, 2008

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I have so much to do & I can not.

I have to understand that things do not last forever
I have to forget the look that said nothing makes me feel special
I have to live my life and let live, leave aside the days full of monotony and put my life in harmony.
I have to stop confusing me, understand that the hugs and kisses do not always mean love.
I have to stop hating the mole on my cheek
you liked so much I have to stop worrying about when the world comes at you and decide that I must be your charm
rush I have to stop your answers and your dreams about me.
I have to forget you're my religion, say 'good luck and goodbye'
I have to remember that the smile is a killer of oblivion
I have to understand that nothing is of us and there are no feelings reciprocated
I have to stop dreaming empty promises that have an introduction, body and soul give
I have to stop being complicit in their lies, their frustrations and miseries
There are so many things to do, but I can not. I admit, I am a coward , I am not able to be happy and my desire to reinvent is beyond my distress.

What
I admit, I am a coward.
And just pretend I'm in charge of happiness.

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Him and my addiction.


I love that often goes hand in hand with dependence. I knew that putting all my affection to Mr. Dancer ran the risk of sinking to lose, but of course never had.

He had, I have and I will.

The point is that I decided to risk, that nothing ventured, nothing gained ... But it is worth risking when there is much to lose?

love I decided to give everything possible regardless of whether he I was going to receive. In this case he received when he wanted, I think it does so without realizing it. Nosé! it is so.

was hard for me be what I am about it now, to be 'that' I can not explain because I think neither he nor I know who we are.


nothing So we know he is there and while he is there I can love you all, can forget everything. But I know if I lose it will be much more difficult without him.

Thursday, December 25, 2008

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Harmful to society.


how I describe sometimes harmful to society. few months ago she went out to face uncomfortable and unfriendly preferred to hide from everything and shut myself in my room to read, write and listen to music long hours, believe me I do not exaggerate when they saw me on the street or going to happen to them ask me face time with walking.


was (and still am I think) of people who often question things, think again and again, I give many turns until I realize that many things are more simple than appear. Could make a universe of each problem and unfortunately ended up wrapped around my surroundings in my universe of problems.

I think people do not change , people born and remains so, but I think people are controlled and when I feel my heart is surprisingly strong (so much that scares me) I can control myself and how I feel now , me feel alive. Nosé, Nose anything ha! I think there are more things that nose to the yes.


And I have to confess that some days I feel I have to forget the bad times and just smile and be happy, change for me, forgive and forgive myself, use 'sunscreen ' and reinvent. I have to confess also that I have no one more disappointment, but still believe in love and all forms of expression , I know I fell in love and was not the right person but I keep hoping that aparesca love, I know maybe come to save me from the dark clutches of loneliness or depression (to which I will not fall again.)

know that while I'm still alive to compete, not with him, not her, not you, to compete with myself and strive to be better.


If I'm alive I laugh, I love slowly and without haste to which I want to love and give them a little bit of happiness to which they give me my. Even if I wanted to have a toolbox to solve my problems and not be so harmful, it is a 'wanted'. Do not I have. But that can make me not feel bad, because I stop being so harmful and if I feel good and I listen to the soul and heart will help greatly.


Today is different as ever.

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

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Reality says

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When he turned and was realized


their scam was broke He doubled


broke and wanted to cancel their debt

but not because of a need to be true


decided that everything would be handed himself
was taken by the throat is

shushed

did not go beyond He spoke of himself



He saw it and was not only not absorbed


themselves were told that their scam it was their oppression

evidence had every ambition that separated him from other

is married to his ambition

not seen as an excuse

has
Art

ambitious and was recognized pact with

tension would keep depending on the frequency and intensity of


state according to their most essential need



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video censored by Blogger) Animal
Harrier


Silence as an event of Being naked in front of itself, without taking sides himself arrested in an aesthetic experience. No cries of sorrow but of surprise, morale is a layer that has passed. Do the words? only have certainty of their existence in power, but not interest. The object that has the event: a device. What are you looking for? Their constant. Wine


ground floor inside

land went
entered my feet touched my clitoris

yes, of course followed

touched my stomach emptied

reached my chest and swirl around in my mouth

climbed into his eyes and white sclera
pa'rriba
I hung up, I
cherry with a hook on the palate


not want to let go I am, I pulled
not I want to die
Bailamos dance on tiptoe minimum climb

white sclera

Saturday, October 18, 2008

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This is my personal experience, from first to last were addressed to me I tried to speak to Jack The Ripper. If you know, you can see how this kid acts and opinions for yourself if applied to the examples that he preaches.

words, this is a story in two voices: yours and mine . If you are interested, read it, and reasons for you opinion.

begin from the beginning: I learned of the existence of such a Jack The Ripper in the comments of a blog I visit often , in which two teenagers were talking about this character, one made known their negative experience with him and the other defended him. A few comments came on the scene the very Jack The Ripper to attack that had an unfavorable opinion toward him. Out of curiosity, I visited the blog of this Jack. After reading a blog entries of this character in lambasting one of "his trolls" (click here to read , which I consider necessary before proceeding with my case), I ventured to post a comment valuing what seemed to me that show (for this are the comments, right?). Step

transcribe, as such, the commentary said:
First, hello.

First let me perfectly clear that this matter or I will not come to me, and certainly it should not even take part. But I see a lot of inconsistencies, and that, Jack (and now I am writing to you), knowing that many people follow you, is (at least) to take into account. And given my total impartiality in this set, I thought it right to qualify a couple of details:

1. " I blame them, I laugh at them with originality and intelligence " . No, Jack, called dumb ***** vetarle someone and is not original, much less intelligent. In fact, I see much more than that you claim in the "campaign" generated by the other individual.

2. " is As I know it's all day in my blog I knew I was going to swallow my whole video video-picking and thus bring an action against me that would publicize my web " . Tell me what is the difference between that and what have you done here, because I do not see it.

3. And yes, you're also advertising to it (in fact, I've encouraged to seek-and-find information on the above). At the moment obviously be "large" or "small", that also deserves analysis.

With the same intention to remain unbiased, I leave saying (not without daring act) that, if you intend to talk about serious issues (the impact that can have), you should take it with a bit of seriousness.

course, is only an opinion, which, incidentally, claims to be free of acrimony.

could say many things, but I think this is no time or place.

Greetings.
After a few minutes (no more than it has cost you read this far), the comment was deleted ; thing that caught me by surprise.

was convinced it had not violated any standards ( click here to see them) that Mr. Jack imposed (with all the right in the world, of course) on his blog. So, as noted at the end of those rules, I walked away from its contacts with the message that follows (verbatim):
Well, as you ask is here that demand explanations of why is cleared comment, that's what I expect: an explanation. Have you ever been to "tone master", perhaps? That itself is ambiguous.

I think it will be necessary to express my total outrage ...

I expect a prompt response, if possible.
response (via e-mail) is not made to wait long, and was, without changing a comma, this:
My answer is that your relationship with others is more than evident. If you have any complaints over Complain to your blog or talk by mail. Do you think you know it better? What you're a crack?

Forward, if so show me why you do brag. It is as if I entered your blog and I echo the anger because you have very, few visitors. Puzzled
I stayed, and so I stated in my next post, which, I repeat, transcribe faithfully:
Pardon? I do not understand your tone at all, but I feel obliged to point out a few things (yes, I like it well):

1. No, I have no connection with the "other." Subjective evidence of the fair, because you are curtailing freedom of expression (which is not offensive or disrespectful, or much less).

2. My "complaint" (you call it that) was to you and it is fair to do it in a place they have access (and what better place than your blog, with more reason that comes in the wake of one of your posts?) .

3. do not think I said anything to make it better or be a crack. Will I see you like that?

4. I presume? When? Where?

5. What does my blog and your visitors?

Well, in the end have been more questions than clarifications. If you are so kind, I would read the answers.

Greetings.
The answer this time I took some (a lot) more. And the following (I simply copy and paste):
Why do I have to answer any of your questions?
Yes, that I thought, and that's what I know:
Wait, wait ... who do you think you are?

not have to answer, but should do, mainly for education. Secondly, because you yourself have said "If you have any complaints over Complain to your blog or talk by mail" (after deleting my comment, I remind you) and pretend that: speaking by mail. And thirdly they are questions regarding a bid (say ...) "attack" on your part.

no answer good enough to refute you do not intend to grant immunity.

I'm still waiting.
In his defense, saying only:
pfffffffffff

Adios kid.
And my answer was:
I just show the kind of person you are. Lord guru self-help, you leave much to be desired.
Subsequently, as no other medium in which to address Jack The Ripper (since he had denied me the right to comment on his blog and did not respond to e-mail) I decided to make my experience in the blog comments aforementioned . There

you answered yes, and he did as follows:
Why Do not believe an anti-fan club Jack the Ripper and leave me alone?

As you can label me immoral nene_weno, when you copy a private email without permission. Do not see the contradiction is?

What are you going to demand from private mails you when you copy an unknown blog?

addition to asking me explanations and do not know who the fuck you are. Why should I explain to a guy who does not know of anything?

seemed so ridiculous that you did and wanted me to respond I spent oblivious to you.

If you go down the street and a guy to you and asks you

Hey, where are you? Why have run with that? How much desire a month? You

you respond, I do not ... I do not give explanations to a stranger that neither me or I will come.

Webmail is the time to comment here, princpalmente because I do not see sense of this dispute and because we used to Jabagood create curiosity and top 2 or 3 visits.

Something I see little moral on your part. I do not agree on my blog this absurd dispute, or to insult anyone just to create controversy and visits.

for me just want to say the deep disappointment and low morale that gives me the administrator and I have been even more DONKEY by entering the scrubbing and being a puppet in this circus.

I like to discuss things with respect, you guys insult me \u200b\u200bfree, private email and copied the administrator aware everything to create curiosity and up visits.

Anyway, I find it pathetic that I swear and promise not to go further in this type of disuptas absurd. And the blame for all the teno I not you, by getting into this crap and disuptas absurd, but balls. A Hug

As you can imagine, I, with the reality of the facts before I replied (as long without changing a single letter):
You expose your opinion publicly on a blog. I read that review and comment. Surprise: the comment is not a compliment, but a critique (with all the education in the world, and more), and is deleted.

I have not asked how much they charge (or, much less how), but with * why you deleted my comment . That is the explanation that I ordered.

course the e-mail is private. Actually belongs to my privacy. My privacy and I expose it whenever and wherever I please (... and let me do it).

They will not serve any such absurd pretexts.

"People who charges 30 € for 30 minutes MSN coach (telita you, uncle) also tell them" I ask A ME MI explanations and not even know WHO who the fuck you " ?

... Now tell me what time I have isultado.
There remains the thing (or so I thought). The so Jack The Ripper remained without commenting. Until a few hours later, published an entry on his blog making clear allusions to the events of those comments referred to above (here you can read it: Part 1 and Part 2 ). I will refrain from commenting on the post title ...

Obviously, as part indirectly lied in the content of your post, I wanted to give my opinion in a commentary, which was as follows:
Well, innuendo (and if you let me this time) I would say only two things

Why not put a link to the "discussion" in question so that everyone can see it and think for themselves? Since such detailed analysis has made it and where (that I understood) with such good grace you have acted, I think it would be appropriate.

" ... Even though you have every reason in the world will leave your unused words and maybe you deleted a post, because if so " . " I allow someone to criticize or contradict me with education " . Jack, honestly, tell me if this is not a complete contradiction in your attitude toward me, the last (and first) time you were addressed to me.

Again, without bitterness.

Greetings.
If you expected to delete my comment, the story will not disappoint: After a few minutes awaiting moderation , my comment was deleted again (2 of 2 ...), and I returned to resort to "contacts"
Okay, Jack, very well ...

should be the first to preach to your examples.
What does he say? Lee, who does not have any waste (not change anything):
try to put my readers against me. Why heck I'll let you do that?
Where do you get that idea? Really I understand something like that in my comment? I reply:
What? If you are your readers, it will be for something.

What we do intend (and try to be as clear as possible to avoid potential misunderstandings) is to see the facts as they are, not just like you the samples, saying themselves.

If you are afraid that they are made against you, there must be, Jack.

As you have seen, I always go straight and try to be as objective and unbiased as possible ... But you put me to express difficult choice.

And the explanation that I appeared on the blog Jabogood (all times staying on the sidelines of the "dispute" manteníais already, I do not care) was, as you well know, by denying my opinion no reason.

me if what I said in my comment in your blog (the second to deny me) is something inconsiderate.
This has been his argument:
answer Pass ... simply feel sorry. Cn I'm not that frustrated you must pay your life. Just that.
Yes, what you see: personal attacks (I did not invent anything.) My answer, a mixture of perplexity and indignation, was this:
How?

Hahaha. This is really good.

No, no answer raisins. What actually happens is that you can not
(o, quizá, no sabes). Sencillamente no tienes motivo ni argumentos.

Vuelvo a repetir (y ya van...) que me dirigí a ti con respeto y educación. Has sido tú quien, al borrar mi comentario, has incentivado a que esta conversación degenere en lo que es actualmente. Y, no contento con ello, te niegas a razonar y (para más inri) pretendes ofender.
Como última respuesta, el señor Jack dijo:
jajaja. ¿No tienes nada más que hacer?

Que fácil es tocar los cojones cuando tienes un blog de mierda como el tuyo. No me marees más niñato, que tengo trabajo.
¿Qué tiene que ver mi blog (obviamente, no se refiere this, at that time or was)? I do not know. Why focus all their efforts in bringing the issue of blogs (which he just referred to)? No idea. What is clear out trying to talk to this person? Nothing .

[Jack The Ripper Lord , as both insist on the topic: Your blog is not as big as you and your ego pretendéis see. Other blogs, not yours, not "bogs of shit" . And above all, I do not cheat anyone (not even try). By the way, do not strive to gloat in your blog of "advertising" that you do (I know you're interested in are the visits); In fact, the purpose of this place is that you discover as many people as possible. ]

do not intend at any time inculcaros my opinion, much less. I merely state, being completely faithful to the facts (as quoted here as it is copied ), who is this kid really. Now's your turn to say and decide.

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Good old Jack, after learning of the existence of this website (and steal content from it, details on side-) was pleased to dedicate a few words:

Freaks you.

Your website: http://asiesjacktheripper.blogspot.com/

Es buenísima, como diseñador tu calida des espectacular. Creo que me he equivocado contigo. Agrégame a mi msn y hablamos: ****_**_*****@hotmail.com

Tu blgo no lo borres, es buenísimo.

En esta ocasión, no respondí. No entendía su repentino cambio de parecer (quizá fue al darse cuenta de la repercusión de su actitud... o quizá por miedo) ni qué intenciones tenía.

La cuestión es que volvió a hablarme (tras comentarle en su blog lo del robo de contenido):
Hola

Me interesaría hablar contigo, como te he dicho, me he equivocado contigo. No quiero you remove your site, just talking.

Is not that what you wanted?
This time I answered
Yes, I wanted (past tense). I do not care.

And, quiet, not going to remove the web.
Obviously, responded:
Ok. I just wanted to apologize, I know my behavior has not been adequate. Understand that I get lots of attacks and usually go with evil intentions, but you have an incredible quality designer and has surprised me.

you never forgive?
But I did not answer (did not believe it necessary.) And to my silence, again out the real Jack (or is it my impression only pretending?):
thought you had a minimum of maturity. But now I only want to fuck fuck. Your web the way to all my contacts because we departed from laughter watching it.

Can not you see you're making a fool of myself in a pointless fight?

is the last time you offer your hand to make peace. Of course, you can this is not your anti-blog ...

Are not you just handle me? (According to you)

Or do you come from sugar?

Anyway. If you're not going to answer me to make the passes, or answer me. If you knew me you would know that I am a good person and not like you're deleting me.


Sorry.
I had to answer (if only for having said that I did not):
You know how mature I am. He did not accept an apology is not based immaturity, but principles (not proud). You know what that is?

Quiet, do not suffer, if you want to put your apology on my site (which will be clear that I am not anti-anybody "but" anti-something "), give me time," I have work. "

only tell you the facts (and attitudes consistent) speak for themselves.

PD: Y sorry for reply.
His final sentence:
I concluded ...

What are you moron and have no more than 17 years. Indeed



Know that i am craving I can modify to suit your banners to my blog. I am not a simple copy codes. I have high conocmientos photoshops, CSS ... And on top of KB's reduce them.

happened the last thing you'll put on my website, hehe. give me your opinion:)


Lord Jack The Ripper, if you think it makes you happy, either: I have 17 years and am a moron. As for the "high knowledge in Photoshop s ", I see ... You have to resort to stealing and easy editing to have something decent ... Congratulations, teacher (of course, to reduce file size greatly diminishes the quality ).

Stealing is something ugly bad steal something silly .

PS: And, you see, if I put in my (as you say) anti-blog, I have no objection to doing so.

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I write this post only to get even one of the many stupid things said Jack The Ripper.

Specifically, is a response to something posted on his blog on me (the underlining is concerning this post) with the "courage" that characterizes him, without naming, quoting, or given the option to opine that people beyond their release.

The rest of his tirade, if one bothers to read the facts , ridículamemte is evident. So I will just explain the part that concerns me in a very, very clearly, so that even Jack is able to understand:







Etcetera. That is, Jack: not have image rights. And appropriating the work of others is steal.

To give you a simple example: Andy Warhol used the image of Marilyn, but the picture does not belong to her.

PD: I have not used your image because it is to my liking, but because of whom you speak. My work has taken me to see something decent. I did what I could.

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This is another of those posts his own in which ... no, not clear to me nothing (if you click on it you can see it a little better):

Thursday, October 16, 2008

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If you have something to tell Jack The Ripper, want to tell anything, or give your opinion about something, click here.

If you want to devote some words to me, use the comments on this website.

What I ask is education and respect, both for one as for another.

Greetings.

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If you decide to decorate your blog / web with this image and do not know how to do Follow these simple steps (at the moment, I will Blogger ):


1. We select the page of the blog Design, where we access when adding an item.

2. We tab click Edit HTML .

3. On the keyboard, press the F3 key (search) , and look for the label \u0026lt;/ head> .

4. Just above that label, place, without deleting anything, the following code :

Please note
\u0026lt;a href='http://asiesjacktheripper.blogspot.com' target='_blank' title='Quien conoce, you what sabe'> \u0026lt;img border = '0 'src =' http:// i446.photobucket.com/albums/qq184/asiesjacktheripper/farsante.png 'style =' position: absolute; top: 30px; right: 0 ;'/>\u0026lt;/ a>
:
position: absolute used for the image will not remain static on the page and "move" when you scroll .
top: 30px is to leave the space navbar ( Blogger bar, at the top). If we do not navbar , we will give a value of 0.
rigth: 0 is so that the image is attached to the right side of the screen.

5. Save the template, and voila.

Note: Whenever we go to modify the template it is advisable to back up this information, so it can happen. In this case, since we only add (not delete anything), to return to the initial state just delete it added.

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Here's a small sample of videos of this character. Watch them, listen, and think on this "guru" of self-help they have access to hundreds of needy people.

How to evolve your mind



Worst techniques to link



Success



Reach "fame at any price?



Envy



How to achieve your goals, objectives and dreams



Parents and children ("monologue")



Charisma (with the seriousness they deserve these things: In the kitchen and in pajamas special mention the part where it says that if your blog visits are a "shitty person" -)



"Monologue" - Brides

Thursday, July 31, 2008

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I still trailing the first decent


_______ Until now, work with body awareness in the act of urinating, had been done in private using the video as a channel between the private and the public. In the first decent performance for the first time I faced the act of urinating and made public, say that in action, because to have documented the event and publishing it in different ways, somehow began to make public.

_______ interesting thing is that you enter a new text to be part of the structure: modesty. I kept standing in front of the bottle about 3 minutes without being able to urinate. People who had attended to see the performance was not called, I just followed her from the sculpture studio. The wait's almost as impatient as me. The inability to urinate smoothly was a significant experience on which to work for the next performances. I had to concentrate hard to get what little pee I did urinate. But I did, I deposited urine in the three bottles.

_______ not feeling satisfied with the results, the next day back to where he had left the sculpture, with plans to repeat the video performance, this time with more body awareness, body intimate relationship with the public body, only to find the surprise that the sculpture had disappeared. An unexpected new text appears: the absence. And the questions themselves: Where is he? Who and how it will be taken? I retired a little frustrated, enough to even begin an investigation his whereabouts: frustration, but at the same time, my need is covered instability. A new significant experience feeds the process.

_______ I said many times before this project, my job is not the object, because I have no works of art. I assumed that my little appreciation for the subject was such that I was not interested and not detract. But having spent time, effort and money to make this sculpture and had quite lost overnight, it was not easy. Then my argument is weakened as not an object. At the end of the videos I have these objects, objects that are reproducible, but are objects dear to me as an artist can see his paintings. Remember a fragment of a poem by chains, which he called Imago, said: "The attachment, the attachment is the enemy. With your gums da crazy to do. Produce annexations, childish violence, rarefactions of the air." It was just so, a rarefied air, and then display the next performance, no sculptures, no shame, pure, smooth, concrete.




Thursday, July 24, 2008

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How did this happen? Imbalance

_____ All original force in me, in constant need of balance, makes use of the transgression to assert themselves. What transgresses? only to itself. Each of the significant experiences through which shapes and determines the structure, occur in a state of mental instability, originate from the instability and lead to it. The metatextuality occurs within the same subject, the relationship is fundamental criticism himself. Clearly with the environment too, but mostly to himself.

_____ ( Contradictorily) I avoided talking about the artists not to limit the investigation to the "field of art, or art, as a discipline. Beyond the discipline I am interested in life itself. I do not think an art of transgression alien to my life, or defined within what is considered art. Speak of transgression as an expression of life and of art as expression.

_____ I remember seeing a video for several years in which one member of the band did something truly unexpected. The keyboard and then sodomizing him urinating, I found it quite bizarre and distasteful, but I liked. Although I do not like the music, the performances was what caught my attention. I was attracted as a break with what had hitherto seen of people singing or playing music. He would go directly to the moral and had a force atropellante. It was so strong that I felt I had no time to think, just as it had received, even with all the symbolic distance that I can now see, I felt I was run over in a way that I almost touched.


_____ Years later I am a college student of fine arts, invited along with other fellow students to participate with our work in a performative opening event of the contemporary art museum Maturin. I had several meaningful experiences at that time. We had given the slogan of our proposal to participate in the experience we had with the space and people that makes life on the block surrounding the new museum. One of the first things I experienced was the contradictory combination of homophobia, heterosexism and boundless sexual appetite of the members of the community. So I felt a moral duty to destabilize some such schemes. After all the stress and discomfort prior, using (and in some way abuse) of my rights as an "artist" in the context of an institutional event organized by state authorities, presented a performance where I'm naked, connected another naked woman, a blend which I made with two suckers to unclog pipes (new) connected by a transparent plastic hose underground. The performance was to interact playfully with my partner, leaving bare the cultural center, walking toward the square Miranda. In the square we play about 5 minutes to exchange the places where we placed the pacifier in our bodies and experimenting with the tension produced in our bodies the assembly. At the same time played with the tension that occurred in people who interacted with us passive and active. Then we returned to the cultural center, interactuábamos with whom worked there, trying to take pictures with the police, who refused. We took some photos in front of a giant of the President, climbed to the roof and a guest artist playing we took some pictures with and without the assembly and finally returned to the library and got dressed. Only when we returned to the plaza, where activities were continuing, we understood that we had caused great tension at the scene, the director of the museum threatened to fire and instability was evident, but the activities continued.

_____ One of the guest artists at the University of Zulia, gave a performance in which a cloth placed over the floor and on top of him playing with the order of dishes pushing with his bare feet. She wore an emerald green dress that stood to walk. Between his legs were the dishes, and I in my need of instability, really expected something to happen atropellante shake me. Then I concluded that I expected was to pee and dishes that never made me disappointed. I understood that was my next performances. Urinate as an offering to a antisanto, as he named a saint.

(Test within the cultural complex)


(in conversation with the Director of the Museum)

(interacting with people from the community)


(back to the cultural complex)



(playing on the roof)


_____ in Maturin The performance turned out to be decisive for which continuous, satisfacciónde my challenge, the authorities responsible for administering the funds for Arts in Mogan decided to dismiss the Director of the Museum. We were all very disappointed in its action and decided to send a statement to the Ministry of Popular Power for Culture of Venezuela, the media and all institutions and individuals related to culture as we could, to report on our position on what we consider action set to a nineteenth-and retrograde thinking what should be the arts, which had no impact, so we decided to speak out with art and produced a simultaneous action in three states in the country: from Zulia Experimental School of Art took a market for actions related to nudity and body paint, in Monagas artists Street and enthused and decided to take the city rebels Francisco de Miranda, which was held on performances for action also related to the nude and banners written in about their posture and in Caracas, a group of students take the square IUESAPAR museums to undress completely and expose the public to be photographed by the press and then give a statement to the House of a local radio station, which were the only media that attended our call.
the end nothing helped, the former director of the museum is dismissed and the regional authorities in Monagas have been given the job of discrediting our reputation

_____ therefore go through a moral crisis that results in another performance, presented at the Project Nomasdecinco in the Organizacion Nelson Garrido.














_____ I continue studying a degree in fine arts and chair of Mixed Media, which is the specialty that study, I requested a project to develop during the semester that can be linked to the content of the material oriented on all art digital and net art this semester. Using the idea born in the museum's opening event, I developed an intertextual structure, interdiscursive, metatextual, metaphorical, etc..



I'm just being



_____ Despite my reluctance to talk about "artists" during the investigation, I found some background related to transgressive art and contradictory. From Dada, Duchamp in 1915 Fontaine submit to the jury of Independent Artists in New York a urinal upside down. Then in 1920 J.-T. Marx Ernst Baargeld and organized an exhibition in Cologne, to access the sample must pass through a bathroom stall where a girl dressed for First Communion, reciting verses obscene. Throughout the history of twentieth century art and so far this century, art has had to transgress to justify their useless existence. _____


As a result of the performance "the first decent" on Avenida Los Jabillos Caño Amarillo where offering 3 bottles of urine at antisanto, got 3 performative objects: cylinders. To close the chair of the Workshop Performances Supplementary did an exhibition at University Gallery, in which I participated with three bottles on a pedestal and a few pictures documenting details of the performances. As time passes, the urine content changes color bottles and plastic containers is deformed, I fear that at some point burst.





_____ But the idea is not unprecedented, and Piero Manzzoni had canned his feces and had sold the gold price in the market, called the work " Merda d'artista ", consisting of 30 grams of canned faeces. Some of those cans are in galleries "significant" other in major museums such as MOMA, some have been exploited by the action of gases.


(artist shit N.076, 008, 001 1961)



_____ Andres Serrano also has worked with urine, in 1987 presented "Piss Christ", dipped a plastic Christ in urine to photograph. It caused great controversy, especially attacked by the authorities of the clergy and political moralists. It was even reported to the congress.



(Piss Christ, 1987)